hi god

from where to start. well what to say. yesterday i again cried and to tell you how was it. got blasting in the morning and then all that drama. i was really pissed off by the time i reached home. well not only that. i was saying as why i just got into this company. well how was it. days before i was ready to murder you for not getting me into the company. and now today i am saying as why i am here. well what to say. it is funny and also very ironical. well as the times goes by. i have told myself few things .

what i feel or am going through. i am the only person who is getting affected and so do i need to hurt myself and more or less. the life is a like a vibgyor. there are shades of each moods , situations and happening. it is upto us to see them as all white color , white standing for serenity and calmness. and when so ever i feel bad or lonely i need to just remember god. he is there to help me out. to take care of me. and what so happen . it happens for a reason. it is important to just let it go rather than feeling really bad and questioning everything.it makes things easy and more than that it preserves the sanity of the mind. what ego or something is there. i know a fact . i am lucky to be the way the life has treated me and to be more precise. i need to help the unpriviledge one.

well i am letting it go. going to lead a happy life.

THanks