so i wouldn't become more of a darkie. left the sunscreen on my face because it caused a white reflection. left the sunscreen on my face because it was my day off and I wanted to rest and bask in the glory of the day before.
now instead of being a darker darkie, i'm a pimple faced quarter lifer. instead of the radiating whiteness, i glow of immaturity and ugliness. meeting with the cops in an hour and my clean record in this country down the drain. i feel dirty and nasty. I feel like I'm scared of facing my accuser, my victim. it's just a traffic accident, but me and my stupid diabetes come in a fucking package. a package that I won't be able to separate no matter how hard I try.
