I couldn't keep it
its okay
do you feel the self-esteem falling
do you feel the worthlessness rising
do you feel the boyfriend losing
do you feel the anger rising
do you feel the no good sex having
do you feel the bum becoming
do you feel the addiction growing
do you feel the sadness compounding
do you feel the depression spitting
So now I have to find a job where I actually have to do work
where I have to impress people
i have to keep a self esteem on 2 feet and nothing else
I have to fight off incidental thoughts
I have to fight the powers
Or I could give up the fight
I could choose to remember nothing
I could choose to be a bigger loser than I already am
I could choose to be a bigger winner
god I'm such a loser
just go home and sleep man
just go home and sleep
