Falling In Love With You


Did you ever love someone and know they didn't care? Did you ever feel like crying knowing it would get you no where? Did you ever look into someone's eyes and say a little prayer? Did you ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there? Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? Did you wisper, "God I love you." but never letting them know? You cry at night in misery almost going insane. Nothing in this world causes so much pain. If I chould chose between love and death. I'm leaning towards the death side. It seems as if I can't find love from one special person. So I say, "Try no to fall in love, it'll hurt before it's through." You see my friend, I ought to know, because I think I'm falling in love with you.

~carebear~
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Awww carebear. How sad.

I had a very good friend in high school that I cared for deeply (and that I am still close with to this day) that I wanted to be more than friends with and I never let him know. It was hard and heart breaking to see him with other girls.

When we were in college (and I was married) my friend and I talked about it . . . it turned out that he cared for me in the same way. Neither one of us had acted on it. Now of course, I am very happy to be with my husband and wouldn't want things to have turned out any other way, but I think he and I will always wonder "what if?" Maybe your someone feels the same way you do but is afraid to let you know.

Of course, I do know what it feels like to desperately want to be with someone and not be able to have them. I had some of that, too.

Bless your heart.
Reply #2 Top
awwe everything might turn out the way you want it..
i liked my boyfriend at this one football game and his was wiht his ex. i saw a little somthin in his eye that i loved, so a few months later we started talking and we are where we are at now. going out.. its weird how things work out.. good luck Carebear
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Well this certain someone that I'm talking about happens to be Capt. Cornbread, a fellow JU. Yeah he goes to my school. He knows that I like him so much. And yeah, I've thought that maybe he doesn't want me to know he feels the same because he's afraid. I dunno though. Thanks so much Texas! *hugs*

Thanks Bridget!!!

~carebear~
Reply #4 Top
Hey Carebear, on Ashlees Ju thing everone is sayin that she made me up to.... im gettin kind of sick of it I am a real person.. i just wanted you to know that!!...
Awwwwwe thats sooo cute how you like Brandon.. isnt that his name?...lol.... maybe he is afraid, yeah he prolly is.... wehn i first say Andrew i gave him a really big hug.. but like i said he was wiht his ex. i know he likeds me for some reason.. but he didnt want to give me a hug back because he was afraid... sooo i hope everything works out for ya!!
Bridget Hartz.
Reply #5 Top
That was beautiful. Love can be the best and the worst thing in the world. That's what makes it so special
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Thanks Guys. I'm not so sure about the you being made up or not Bridget. I'm not going to go into that one. I'm totally lost. If you're real you are, if you're not you're not I guess.

~carebear~