I need to fuck a gringo so bad this weekend.
The need is not even funny. I want to enveloped in a pool of lily white freshness, so my dirt people anxiety fades.
My hair is all grown out on my face and on my head.
My head looks so fucking third world.
I'm thinking if I cut my hair on my face and on my hair to approximately the same level.
And trim the hair on my face to look even and balanced.
I'll get laid by a gringo.
Perhaps I'm addicted to white loving for too many reasons that I can't explain.
God my fucking parents are so fucking fresh of the boat and it kills me living with them.
But I'm in the last days of being young and impressionable and the stay here can only be a positive influence.
I need to fucking get laid.
This addiction is crazy, It's fucking overwhelming.
What the fuck is wrong with me?