Rollah Coaster..... ooh yeah

So I'm pumping at work.
pumping like I'm enjoying it or something.
God it feels good to be working again.
I mean really working.

I hope they renew my contract so I don't turn into some unemployed loser again.
JFC, gotta keep the doors open I guess.
I feel like getting wasted tonight.

So hopefully this is an upward spiral.
well I think I've been in one for the 10 months or so.
but this might be the fast good part.
lets hope so,.

I wonder what it'll feel like to see my baby again.
I wonder If I'll be able to dismiss him with my newly gained self-confidence.
I wonder if I'll still feel that want.
I hope I'm not that big of a fucking loser.
but love is a biatch,

uggh, working hard feels good.
i really hope I see him this weekend :)
god I'm so fucking pathetic.
what can i say, I'm like a smart woman that's dumb about men.
they should make a pill for me or something.
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