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only a shadow

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Does anyone familiarize music with certain memories they have? Our musical ensemble is playing this piece called “Flight of Valor”, we played it last season and since we started playing it again, I can only think about one person when we play it. It’s not like I WANT to think about him; it’s just that I do. Him and I concluded that this song was a p

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If someone were to say they love you, would you believe them? If you were to die, would you be happy? If you mess up something you worked so hard for, would you cry? If you give up your time, would you have wasted it? If you see someone new, would you talk to them? If you know someone is hurting, would you offer to help?<BR

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I am looking for a video camera. I would like it to be a digital… that is all I know. If anyone has resources or advice on digital video cameras, I would appreciate the help. It also must not be over $300, I am fairly cheap… but am looking for an investment to put my money into. Any tips? ~Shadow <

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I have no boyfriend... I wish I could say I never even HAD a boyfriend. At this point, I wish I had waited and loved somone I knew would love me back. I don't want to lose the friendship I have with this guy I love... And, I don't want another broken heart. So I cannot decide if telling him how I feel is the best approach to this. ~Shadow

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When vengeance fills my being, And I sit there wondering. What did I ever do to deserve this? Why can’t I be like her and live in bliss? Then I think about one I love so dearly, But he doesn’t know how I feel. Should I tell him the way of my heart? Should I have told him from the start? Oh, the thought of love daunts me, F

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I have a silent wish That no one knows And the more I think about it The more it seems to grow My silent wish includes A love I had so long ago Not the one everyone might think of Who undoubtedly told me no. This love has been alive in me For at least 5 years or more But I have not found the courage to ask If he wa

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I have had a dream… it is the same dream, but every time I dream about it, it goes farther and farther into the story… It is in a medieval castle and I am standing in the top window looking down over all the fields. Right next to the horizon I see a knight on a horse. My dream is only watching him ride closer and closer. A few nights ago I finally complet

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There should be a "to" between "ready" and "speak". Sorry about that. Gosh, I screw things up... ~Shadow

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The pain we feel Neither can explain Trying to see the better Through all this pain Pride can kill the pain But only for so long It can also destroy what could have been, And ruin someone else’s song Is one ready to give up pride? Ready speak what they really feel inside? Maybe it’s hard to tell, But with reassurance… You’re not the only one who’s feeling hell. ~Shadow</f

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Everyone has found me… we’ll, if I never told you about my blog in the first place, that means I never wanted you to find it. So if you did find it, I really don’t care… but now I only have to watch what I write. So I can’t post half the stuff I post anymore because I will probably piss someone off. You know what, it’s all your guys’ fault if you don’t like

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acband_girl is right…. And it looks like we both read the same book… : ) It’s a season… and I completely understand, having a closer friend to share your most intimate thoughts with is something most people long for. But, my best advice is wait until you know you’ve found that right person, and once you have… don’t let them go. It’s the worst mistake someone can make, losing someone over a petty argument or a stupid “he said, she d

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acband_girl is right…. And it looks like we both read the same book… : ) It’s a season… and I completely understand, having a closer friend to share your most intimate thoughts with is something most people long for. But, my best advice is wait until you know you’ve found that right person, and once you have… don’t let them go. It’s the worst mistake someone can make, losing someone over a petty argument or a stupid “he said, she d

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Amazing... Shaun? I assume that is your name from "NotSoSmelly". The poem is very excellent, in writing and meaning. The friends you are reffering too are extrememly lucky to have someone like you. Finding true friends is hard, but very rewarding. And someone who will hold the people he cares about over himself makes your friends even luckier. Wonderful Zoo. ~Shadow

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I too believe that there can be two people who will just never be compatible. Sometimes, that fact is discovered too late. It’s a fairly depressing song, every time I hear it I just feel “down”… then you listen to the Killer’s “Mr. Brightside” and it cheers you all up! (It’s on the radio right now…) They play it on the radio, a lot… and it has gotten to the point every time I hear “Collide” I turn the station. I hate it when radio s

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The Merriam-Webster’s Colligate Dictionary defines the tern “modest” as: 1. Placing a moderate estimate on one’s abilities or worth 2. Neither bold nor self-assertive: Tending towards difference 3. Arising from or characteristic of a modest nature 4. Observing the properties of dress and behavior: Decent 5. Limited in size, amount, or scope<BR

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Let your life down, And take a walk underneath Someone else’s stars. Walk through their happiness. Walk through their pain. Walk through their humiliation. Walk through their shame. Walk underneath someone else’s stars Look up at their lonely sky. Maybe then you will know exactly, Why they want to cry. They cr

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I love you... Ms. Alysha. I believe we've chatted before, right? It is nice to see I've convinced you to get your own blog. From what you've told me, you and your "Peter" have the perfect relationship. You will out last all the rest. ~Shadow

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It was him who turned me away as a friend.... remember I was the one who still wanted to talk and it was he who pushed me away. ~Shadow

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I hear you laughing Your voice is always in the back of my head It always has been Always been there, ever since the day you left. Ever since the day you walked across that stage. I knew I lost something from that point on But I still kept your voice in my memories. I keep your picture in my nightstand. Trying to stop loving you ha

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Days go by and I see your face. I stare at you, and look for a trace, Of an old love that we used to share, And to see if you really even care. Not that I love you again, and neither do you, I just want to know if I was built on lies or truth. Did you really mean it when you looked in my eyes And told me that you would never say goodby

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So, you lie once… no big deal. But why don’t you lie twice? Why don’t you just drag someone down with false hopes of being a friend? Do you know how much that hurts? To say that you want to talk to me, and never follow through. Ever… I know that I was never pretty enough for you… that’s why I always wear makeup. I know that I was never thin enough fo

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If I died tomorrow, would you even notice? Or would you even realize I was missing? Bastard, don’t feed me this shit that you care. Stupid ass, I’m not dumb… you couldn’t give a damn fuck about me. If I died you could care less, just one less of your problems to worry about. Don’t fuck with me, anyone. I am not in the mood to put up with your f

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What does a smile mean? Does it mean “Hello”? Does it mean “Glad to see you”? Is it a sarcastic way of saying, “You got exactly what you deserved.” or “Look at where I am and look at where you are.”? Every time I see a person smile… I question exactly what it means. But when they come up and talk to you following that smile… you tend to know their exact i

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